My
competitive exam journey......
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was a time of my life when I was going to do something which was really special
or difficult too bcoz before that competitive exam I had never did anything
like this so I was not prepared for giving any test like this.
Means, I didn't knew that how to prepare to my self for giving this
test just I heard about something but I didn't experienced.
But when my sister sent to me a link of Sts
job test so I decided for first time "I need to do something for just as
an opportunity to know well about job test" and it was an wish of mine to
given these type of tests and it was not just for job it was for knowing doing
or fulfilled of wish.
So on the way of applying for test I almost
remember that was started from 2021 and I given this test recently in 2023.
So this duaration of 2021 or 2023 between I
experienced so much things or I faced many difficulties when I was filling form
of this test so I never knew a single thing about how to fill any test form and
no anyone was there with me for telling me but there was Allah to help me
through my mind thoughts I used it in a good way so then I faced many issues on
my portal where again and again I just tried I prayed and consistentenly I was
just did and moved,
So after, the all processes when my everything
is ready so then It was a time to prepared myself for giving test when
everything done so I made a planner for test preparation so it was a long time
and I was so curious and waiting for this test and many of devil thoughts came
into my mind like I can't...this test never would be taken...this is fake
company....etc
But I was focusing to improve my English,
general knowledge, mathematics etc......
And suddenly I received a message from
"Sts" about test date then time was very short now for more
preparation,
I was tired completely but I was wanted study
more for knowing more but then I said to myself that's enough for you don't
became so exhausted person just relax.....
Then before that day of test I was feeling so
sad or demotivated like "I can't"....."It's not for
me"...."There would be more great people's than me"....."I
couldn't pass it"......
And I was crying and mother was seeing then suddenly I waked up and go outside
from room and started walking and I was talking to myself about "you
can" and like this most greatest positive words or sentences whatever I
knew that I was repeating again and again.....
Then second day, when I go for test I was
making or reciting duas alot...
That day was remained good for me I
met a lot of different people's but I didn't mixed up with them bcoz I was just
there for giving test or observing not for making friends and I saw my some
relatives there as well.
Then after giving test I did wait so
long for test result and making duas a lot I said to Allah if I will not paas
this test so everyone will laugh on me bcoz of many reasons and actually it's
my first test also so I wanted passed it must so then one day result came or I
saw my scores on my portal I was so happy to see before knowing exactly about
my test result bocz I already said everything was new for me so it was seem
like I couldn't passed it but when I saw my actual performance I said
"Alhumdulillah" and I was so so happy I didn't needed to anybody else
for being happy with me I was happy with my self it was very big task for me.
I couldn't done it as like bcoz in
our hands has no any results it's just Allah wants what would be result.....
But my this competitive exam journey
always tell me about Gratitude Patience Makes duas with believe truly on Allah
and just do your possible effort and don't be so stressful for anything your
everything will be work correctly if a thing is good for you you will achieve
if you are so need so makes a lot duas or if a thing is not right for you so
Allah always give you something better than your previous thing and you'll find
your peace so just believe or keep working on yourself and your life for do
better..
And always remember when you decided
to giving any test like this so firstly say I will try my best for working good
In-sha-Allah and when you achieve or achieve nothing so say Alhumdulillah bcoz
everything has some reasons to done or didn't and do your efforts or smart
working in a perfect way so it's also big thing in this process you will learn
so much as for improving yourself qualities or your English skills your gk
means everything you will became wise person.
So enjoy your time where you're
exactly be grateful to Allah or do every good deed or Ibadah and do your Ikhlaq
good or make your personality better it's our duty or responsibility to watch
closely our self not to others mistakes or defects as a human being or as a
Muslim just keep focus on your path to go Jannah.
Written by : Syeda Noor-ul-ain
Thanks......
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